Sunday, December 25, 2011 2 Notes

Pendek Quotes : The Other Intention


Those who gloat or at seen of boastful;
Remember, some did that not because they want to be proud,
Sometimes they do it to proclaim better motivation;
And better attention from society.
Tuesday, December 20, 2011 4 Notes

Till Death do us Part..

Ties the knot. Such a moment to be remembered. You walking down the aisle while I'm standing, waiting for you full of anxiousness and nervousness, thinking it is time. This is the woman for my life. This is the person that is going to be an important element of me. You reached beside me, faced me, glare me in the eyes. Vows said, rings worn. The murmur of you lips saying " I do " saves me from my drown. By that, we kissed. Applause from the attendee be heard through our ears. On that moment, you're my wife and I'm your husband.

Day by day, we spent our lives together. We slept in the same bed. We ate the same food. Watched the same shows and even took care of the same child. Oh how our boy grew from our passionate love. I can feel like it was just yesterday that I held him for the first time. His cry echoed throughout the hospital. We nurtured him, love him, help him with anything we can. We both watch him entering elementary, middle school, high school, and university. To current time, he has married to a fine maiden, having a family of his own.

How time flies. Slowly, our hair transformed grey. We grew old. We are still together, positively thinking. Life became slower than usual. We spent more time together sitting on our rocking chair at the porch. We viewed how people go about with their lives. Hustle and bustle. At days, the neighbor's kids entertained us. Laugh, we have did.

Our span goes on and on and on. Till one day tragedy struck. While laying on the grass with you in the park, having a picnic, you mentioned something about you not going to go on long. I ignored it. The thing I'm displease to hear about. The next day, like every morning, I would wake you up with a morning kiss. This time, you didn't budge. Your body was cold, gloom. Thought maybe you are cold, I blanketed you. I went to do our usual things, preparing breakfast. Even after that, you still lay lifeless on the bed. Somehow something tells me, your gone. You left the world, left me.

Giving my last kiss, last goodbye, when you lay in a white, radiant coffin, I sobbed. Stupidly, I teared in front of you. I was not calm. I'm going to lose you. For what can I do, God wants you to be with Him. As I walk away from you, I sense a presence, kissed me on the cheeks. I believe it was you. Your soul reached me. I've gain back my tranquility. I was there when you are placed into your grave. You were buried, I was still there. Paid my last respects, with crystals of my eyes, I walked away. Gone home.

After that, life is just not the same. The rocking chair beside me is empty. The wind rocketed it. I went to bed alone. Missed my morning kisses to you. Preparing a single meal every time. The house is so gloomy, dark without your presence. Even so, I got to always remember. People can't live forever. They are bound to go. With that, I hold. Your pictures in the living room keeps fresh of my memories of you. One evening, sitting alone in the rocking chair, on the porch, I saw a couple just got married. Remembering the day when we were those couple. My vows came out when we were on the aisle and said...

Till Death do us Part..


Thursday, December 15, 2011 0 Notes

Pendek Quotes : Learn


Learn only things that you want to learn.
It will lead to more things that you want to learn.
Tuesday, December 13, 2011 2 Notes

Poetry of Lost Hope

I want to get rid of this feeling, solitude;
I want to forget this, living;
I want to lose this, pain;
I just want this, death;
I never want to comply this, memories;
I want to stop this, hoping;
But I couldn't, I just can't.

This is my life;
Both so hard and brittle;
Right now I am feeling;
Empty, sad, depressed, alone;
Void, gone, loss, discontent, dead.

Just die stupid humans;
I hope - no;
I make sure i'll never see you;
Ever again , the damned.

After months I didn't felt this;
I suddenly feel like crying again;
with all my heart and cut;
Let the blood flow with the fears;
Let my pain and suffering flow from this body;
I like this, the only way;
I have, here, alone;
Nobody cares, nobody.

I want to cry, denied;
Whether I am used to this, familiar pain;
Or the agony made me forget tears;
Ways to sob;
I rather be alone, not abandoned;
Don't ever leave me.

-Anonymous-


Sunday, December 11, 2011 0 Notes

Pendek Quotes : Humans


Don't ever think they don't know what your doing.
They are also humans like you and they are known to do the same too.
Thursday, December 8, 2011 0 Notes

Pendek Quotes : Being Remembered


Leave your name on the hearts of many.
Not only on your tombstone.
Sunday, December 4, 2011 0 Notes

Pendek Quotes : Reason


There's always a reason behind anything.


What is it? We will only know if we truly want to know.
Not because we have to know.
Friday, December 2, 2011 0 Notes

By the Roadside

Alive and well, settled down on a roadside. Lighten with the day, blanketed by the night. I don't move or so for called. I see what I see. I see lots of things. May some say it futile, for me its deep.

Day by day, night by night, I witness behavior of homo-sapiens. A kind that fascinates me loads. Dressed in colors of lots, some are bright and some are dark. Clothes in which simple yet elegant, in some complex yet stylish. Walk about the roadside, destination unknown to me. I envy them, they could move, i remained stationary. Most, I see, rides tin, metal colored vehicle they named cars. Different kinds I see zooms about. Slow and steady, no rush. Fast and traumatic, I shock. Every one passed, brought a whisker of breeze. I see everyday.

To extend my jealousy is the attribute of them to communicate, talk. I could only hear, my heart they can't. As they passed me, i eavesdrop at times. Just to keep me entertained. Some was talking to their walking partner about things in life. Problems, joy, discussion, etc. With some, they just murmured alone. Sighing , discouraging. I don't understand why with the behavior of this, puzzles me. Even some, talk to little gadgets. Pressing the buttons, talk to it. Its strange to me they talk to machinery. Maybe its their ability I don't have.

People, as they own kind call it, has different attitudes, uniqueness. I see those who smile gave me pleasure to know of a great day. Some frowned or even teared. I've seen anger and quarrels too. I don't like it much. In some cases, distressed. To configure why, remains oblivion. Manners too some have. Bastards who were careless have the heart to step on me. Don't they know the feeling of pain they inflict? No bother since I couldn't voice. To my warm, I thanked silently those who walk passed me, rather stepping on the asphalt than me.

Days, weeks, months passed. I'm still here, aging myself to meet death. To decree, my death is not mourned. I still witness this humans everyday, with different variation every time. See me, do say hello. I would appreciate even you couldn't see it.

-The Grass by the roadside





 
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