Poetry of Lost Hope

I want to get rid of this feeling, solitude;

I want to forget this, living;

I want to lose this, pain;

I just want this, death;

I never want to comply this, memories;

I want to stop this, hoping;

But I couldn't, I just can't.

This is my life;

Both so hard and brittle;

Right now I am feeling;

Empty, sad, depressed, alone;

Void, gone, loss, discontent, dead.

Just die stupid humans;

I hope - no;

I make sure i'll never see you;

Ever again , the damned.

After months I didn't felt this;

I suddenly feel like crying again;

with all my heart and cut;

Let the blood flow with the fears;

Let my pain and suffering flow from this body;

I like this, the only way;

I have, here, alone;

Nobody cares, nobody.

I want to cry, denied;

Whether I am used to this, familiar pain;

Or the agony made me forget tears;

Ways to sob;

I rather be alone, not abandoned;

Don't ever leave me.

-Anonymous-